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December 22, 2018 I hate having to turn him over to his family for the holiday. He is flying out to meet them Sunday after work. He actually has Monday and Tuesday both off to spend with them. But has to work double on Wednesday to make up for it. If I’m lucky I’ll hearContinue reading “Melancholy”

Thursday February 11, 2016 I must say I feel better today. Its been kind of weird with MM lately. Our conversations have been short and kind of terse. But today he apologized and explained because he has not been feeling well, he gets quiet. Which I totally understand. I do the same thing – likeContinue reading “Transfer Post – Maybe A Little Better”

February 10, 2016 – 2:00 a.m. How do I feel…. a little scared that he is done. I haven’t heard from him since Sunday morning. That in itself is not unusual since he had busy busy weekend. He said the next stop would be a difficult job. So I try not to read this silenceContinue reading “Transfer Post – How Do I Feel?”

February 7, 2016 We were supposed to be together this weekend. Yesterday was his birthday. Originally we were supposed to meet Thursday and be together til around noon Saturday when he went to work. However, several weeks ago he found out he had to work Friday, so we cancelled. Then later set it back upContinue reading “Transfer Post – Sick and Missing Him”

January 26, 2016 I just haven’t been myself today. I think I am tired and hungry. Ex got upset at me when I went to the store. I had $15 I made working on some essays and he wanted stuff. I ended up forsaking bread that both of us could use to get him someContinue reading “Transfer Post – Just Feel Blah”

‪Have a #Kinky Christmas! “Mediplex #1” and “Heading to Apoc” will both be #free this Saturday December 22! https://www.amazon.com/Morgan-Destera/e/B07G35NNB2/ref=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_1?qid=1545270040&sr=8-1‬ ‪Merry #kinkmas #freebooks ‬

(Note – I will be slowly moving my Tumblr blog here, so I am starting back at the beginning of my journey.) January 22, 2016 A little bit about my very complicated story. I was married for 20+ years. In 1996 my husband was diagnosed with a rare autoimmune disease. He almost died and becameContinue reading “The Beginning”

This site will be my story. It will include everything from blogs, to memories, to instructions. It will be kink-positive as well as body-positive. It is the story of a woman who wanted more – who still wants more. It is my search for happiness. I hope everyone who visits leaves feeling a little moreContinue reading “Sexual Awakening in your 40s and 50s – An Example”