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Since I am out of commission for a bit yet, I have decided to expand my talk to include sex toys. I admit the MM and I are kind of kinky, but not particularly BDSM kinky. I have a medical kink and have dragged him into it too. He is pretty much into everything exceptContinue reading “Sex Toys – Anal Beads”

Yesterday I had a weird dream that my MM was getting ready to head out again for his job and he wanted to see me before he left (we must have been in the same locale for a change). I was having surgery though, right when they were getting ready to leave. So after surgeryContinue reading “Fever Dream (though no longer feverish)”

Since October I have not been feeling well. Lower abdominal pain. After 2 ER visits, I was able to get in to see my OBGYN. Due to my history of endometriosis and fibroids, it was decided I should have a total hysterectomy. Last week, it finally happened. There was a few minor complications. I hadContinue reading “Health Problems”

Super short story – “HOW TO DEAL WITH FRUSTRATION” by MorganDestera https://www.deviantart.com/morgandestera/art/HOW-TO-DEAL-WITH-FRUSTRATION-737031840

Wednesday March 16, 2016 Last week was great. We actually had time to talk for a few hours each day for several days – just like we used to be able to in the beginning before he had to start travelling each week. But since Sunday night, I have not heard a thing. He hasn’tContinue reading “Transfer Post – Hello?”

Monday March 7, 2016 Poignant lyrics… If you met him tomorrow and knew you would lose him If you saw him and saw all the hurt you would know Would you hold him while you had him Or let him go? If you knew that your laughter would not last forever But you knew whileContinue reading “Transfer Post – What Would You Do”

Wednesday March 2, 2016 My guy has some tattoos and body piercings – kind of along the lines with his line of work. The only thing I ever asked of him so far was some of his old body jewelry that I might wear. I was thinking just in my ears, but he sent meContinue reading “Transfer Post – Piercings”

Sunday February 28, 2016 I had a little bit of an epiphany earlier tonight. What I have – and what I think most of us have in this situation – is true unconditional love. We love out MM/MW despite knowing they are married. We do not make demands on them (for the most part). WeContinue reading “Transfer Post – Unconditional Love”

Friday February 26, 2016 Another weekend when he’s off with his family, even though he works tonight and over the weekend. I cannot begrudge him time with them. He does not get to see them like other men get to see their families, since he is on the road 97% of the time. I getContinue reading “Transfer Post -Alone Again”

December 30, 2018 Sex is powerful. I never felt that power until i was almost 50 years old. I had to open my mind and allow myself to Feel Instead of adhereing to what was expected of me. My MM overwhelmed me. He was so open and free, at least in his life with hisContinue reading “A Little Sex”