The Situation

February 22, 2023

The past few weeks have been totally exhausting for me. After an almost 30 year battle with his disease, my ex finally succumbed.

He was 63 years old.

In the end, he died due to complications of Covid in pneumonia, as well as his autoimmune disease.

Even more mind-boggling is how a few members of his family I have gone off the deep end because of this. I have been threatened, I have been yelled at, and our son’s legitimacy was even brought into question. (Damn people, I was a good Mormon girl back then… and I NEVER slept around on him. Even after our divorce it was a good 3 years before I slept with anyone else.) I am pretty sure this all came about because they found out I have a porn account.

In the end, the family did not visit although I tried to update them and tell them things were imminent. On the day he died, a few family members said they were going to come, but when he passed in the late afternoon, they hadn’t even started the journey.

All because they had no idea of his true condition. None of them had even visited him in at least a year. And when they talked to him on the phone, he sugar-coated things to make it appear all good and sunny.

I just wanted to update you about the situation. I will be back soon. I am dealing with cleaning out his belongings as well as his remains. It has been four days and they have been unable to follow his wishes due to the certain family members interfering, and totally disrespecting their brother.

Oh I also had a GoFundMe to help with the expenses, but I had to delete it due to complaints.

I’ll be back soon. Thank you!

Valentine’s Day Gift Ideas

February 2, 2023

Set of 3 Wash Clothes for Sex (novelty)

Pineapple Pin (IYKYK)

This Cock Belongs To… Boxer Briefs

“Romantic” Candle

Naughty Scratch-Off Cards

Sexy Plus Strappy Lingerie (my guy got me these and I love them,!)

TOY TEST – Propinkup Bunny Elf Clitoral Sucker

January 6, 2023

The first thing I must get off my chest is that I had problems with this company. A representative from Propinkup contacted me to do a review. I told them my terms and they counter-offered saying they would send me two toys. I counter-offered again with a more expensive item, which I really wanted to try. They said they were out of stock – which was not indicated on their site. Instead they sent me a link to this rather inexpensive toy, which I grudgingly accepted.

I must admit the shipping was very speedy. However, when I opened the package, it was the wrong toy. The item I received was not even close. (You can go to my YouTube channel and see me unboxing this item and the confusion I felt – I immediately emailed my contact, who took a few days to get back to me. She said she would contact the warehouse to see what the problem was. This took several more days before she came back to say this ten I received was not even in their inventory! She took a while more to try to investigate this instead of just offering to send me the correct toy, which they finally did. I will admit having the holidays in there may have been part of the delay, but really the FIRST thing they should have done was send the correct item, and then investigate. I was not happy with the item I first received, a wand, because I have a few other wands. I did try it out and made a video ( but did not write a review (it was adequate).

So this company already had at least two strikes against it in my mind when I finally received the correct product. I was dismayed to find that the distributor had done nothing but slap a label on the box and ship it. Luckily the box was plain black, but it seems from my experiences that a majority of toy companies use this style box for their toys. The shipping companies all know what they are. It is NOT a discrete way to ship. Of course, I don’t care if the post office knows what I get in the mail, but other people are going to want much more hidden packaging. Not to mention this offers little or no extra protection for the object.

During the unboxing I felt disappointed. I do admit my judgment may have been colored by the experiences I’d had so far with the company, but I was determined to go into the testing with an open mind. And I must say, my mind was changed.

This is a fun toy, not only in looks, but in performance also. It is simple in design and function, but it offers 10 vibration frequencies. It may not suck your finger hard, but it will suck your clit. I did have a bit of a problem finding the right spot, as the “ears” seemed to get in the way, but once settled, I really enjoyed cycling up to the highest level, which did make me orgasm intensely. The high settings almost seemed numbing, so if you are not used to a good suck, you may want to work up a bit into it. It is also small, lightweight, and quiet. It can be used secretly.

The silicone body is soft and flexible. My one wish is that they had designed some sort of vibration into the ears – there is no armature or anything in the ears to vibrate. Most of the body did offer some vibration from the motor to help the excitement, but it would be better if you could also put your clit or labia between the ears and feel the vibrations.

I rate this toy 4.6 out of 5, much higher than I expected. And while I am still a little upset at the company, I do think they should be given the benefit of the doubt. You can check their selection here –

Video of the test of this toy will be live on my Pornhub on Sunday January 8 –

TOY TEST – Funzze Bullet Egg with Clit Massager

December 17, 2022

This little toy actually shows some thought and innovation. It is small but looks can be deceiving. The flexibility of it as well as the strong motor pack a punch that left me gasping.

It seems like only an egg, but the tail is the hidden gem. The tip of the tail contains soft bristles or nubs. And, for once it seems, is actually flexible enough to be used on your clit while the egg is inserted. So while the main part of the bullet is inside rumbling against your G-spot, you can also hold the tip against your clit and really get off.

Of course, if not inserted, the toy can be used to stimulate your nipples, anus, or any other place you may like.

And this toy is small! At only 3.9 × 1.4 inch it is easily concealed for transportation or by keeping it tucked inside of you for some discreet fun. It also comes with a remote control you can pass onto your partner for fun while out running mundane errands, or at any other time. I did wear this out shopping and it did make my grocery store trip much more enjoyable.

The bullet egg has 10 vibration modes, from strong stimulation to single pulse. Different vibrations will give you various sensations and pleasures. The whole vibrator is waterproof, but please note the remote control is not. You can enjoy the teasing and flirting in bathtub, swimming pool or shower.

I rate this toy a 4.3 out of 5. It is easy to use, discreet, and powerful. It also has some versatility to it, either solo or with your partner. It’s worth adding to your collection.

You can purchase the egg Bullet on the Funzze site here –

You can view my full toy test on my Pornhub channel here –

Covid – Round 2

December 9, 2022

Yep. I got it again.

I was just eligible for my next booster (had to wait 12 weeks from my last bout) but before I could schedule it, I contracted it again.

I don’t think the symptoms are quite as bad as last time. But I do feel like crap. No Paxlovid this time — which I don’t think did much. This time I am on Molnupiravir.

I was supposed to go to a holiday celebration at a theme park today, but obviously that got canceled.

Hopefully this one won’t put me out for 2 weeks. But I won’t be producing much – if anything – until I feel better. My Pornhub upload this week is unedited. I don’t know if I’ll have an upload next week or not.