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April 2016 Mercury is definitely in retrograde. MM just told me his wife said she MIGHT be done in North Carolina sooner than expected and hat she said she MIGHT bring the kids to visit him — but she doesn’t know when she might be done or when she might bring the kids, or evenContinue reading “Transfer Post – FFS”

June 15, 2016 I am writing break-up letters to you in my mind. You haven’t done anything wrong. I don’t want this to end. But I feel depression creeping in. I was so excited last week… we were finally going to get together again. It was so close – I could feel it! Then, justContinue reading “Transfer Post – Letter I Will Never Send”

Tuesday June 14, 2016 I struggle a lot with depression. I was suicidal a little over a year ago. I think having Our meet-up cancelled AGAIN last week has seriously depressed me. I have barely heard from him since then. I have absolutely no energy and all I want to do is sleep. There haveContinue reading “Transfer Post – Depression”

Thursday June 9, 2016 So close… So very very close Right now i should be with MM. We had it all planned. I was “on vacation” this week and was supposed to drive in to see him. I was within hours of leaving when he gets the call he has to work tomorrow morning. Argh.Continue reading “Transfer Post – So Close”

May 27, 2016 1:33 am I just read something in a book that triggered a realization in me. My ex killed what was best in me, the person I wanted to be, the person I had a chance of becoming, my best self. So who am I really? “We’re all in a process of givingContinue reading “Transfer Post – Another Catharsis”

April 2016 The wife is coming of course… Hoping she only stays until Monday and we can still get some time in though I wrote this to MM. And I feel better for doing so It’s like 3 am and I am awake due to disappointment with our weekend cancellation yet again and Thoughts aboutContinue reading “Transfer Post – Of Course”

April 2016 Mercury is definitely in retrograde. MM just told me his wife said she MIGHT be done in North Carolina sooner than expected and hat she said she MIGHT bring the kids to visit him — but she doesn’t know when she might be done or when she might bring the kids, or evenContinue reading “Transfer Post – FFS”

January 30, 2019 I started this journey because I was totally broken. I had to move back in with my ex-husband because I had nowhere else to go. I didn’t like myself as I was, I had lost my faith in a superior being, and I wanted change. I had been living for other peopleContinue reading “A Little History”

So, after work and after talking to his wife, MM went to the bar in his hotel. We were joking around texting and then he suddenly got very serious. I had actually forgotten he went to the bar, but it explains why the conversation got so serious. He suddenly said he felt guilty about notContinue reading “Transfer Post – It Is What It Is”