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What People Don’t Understand.. #1 – Binder & Binder are NOT attorneys. They are “advocates”. #2 – Social Security is nothing but a waiting game. They are understaffed and underfunded. It is not that the lawyer/representative is not doing anything, it is that your file is at the SSA in a pile and will notContinue reading “A little off topic – Social Security Disability Cases”

‪Just submitted Mediplex #6 for publication! Let’s see if #Kindle #censors this one. I know @LotsCave will have my back <3‬

HALLELUJAH! I am healed! The internal sutures have not all dissolved, but the dr. I am healed. I go back in mid-April to make sure they are dissolved. If not, she will remove them. They will not interfere with sex, even if we might feel them. But I have to take it easy with penetrationContinue reading “Healed”

June 15, 2016 I am writing break-up letters to you in my mind. You haven’t done anything wrong. I don’t want this to end. But I feel depression creeping in. I was so excited last week… we were finally going to get together again. It was so close – I could feel it! Then, justContinue reading “Transfer Post – Letter I Will Never Send”

“Love is love is love is love is love is love is love is love and love cannot be killed or swept aside — Lin Manuel Miranda (2016 Tony Awards)

Tuesday June 14, 2016 I struggle a lot with depression. I was suicidal a little over a year ago. I think having Our meet-up cancelled AGAIN last week has seriously depressed me. I have barely heard from him since then. I have absolutely no energy and all I want to do is sleep. There haveContinue reading “Transfer Post – Depression”

Thursday June 9, 2016 So close… So very very close Right now i should be with MM. We had it all planned. I was “on vacation” this week and was supposed to drive in to see him. I was within hours of leaving when he gets the call he has to work tomorrow morning. Argh.Continue reading “Transfer Post – So Close”

May 27, 2016 1:33 am I just read something in a book that triggered a realization in me. My ex killed what was best in me, the person I wanted to be, the person I had a chance of becoming, my best self. So who am I really? “We’re all in a process of givingContinue reading “Transfer Post – Another Catharsis”

May 2016 The wife is coming of course… Hoping she only stays until Monday and we can still get some time in though I wrote this to MM. And I feel better for doing so It’s like 3 am and I am awake due to disappointment with our weekend cancellation yet again and Thoughts aboutContinue reading “Transfer Post – Of Course”

I discovered my medical kink when I went to my OBGYN and realized I enjoyed the exam. I have been to so many doctor appointments for myself (I had cancer as an infant, and then at age 40 again) and for my ex (he has an autoimmune disease), it was bound to rub off. ItContinue reading “Discovering My Kinks”