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Thursday February 18, 2016 I have come to the conclusion that I would rather be Number Two to a genuinely nice guy than Number One to a controlling, co-dependent one. At least for now. I am still changing and evolving. But I know where I stand with MM and I am content. Just wish IContinue reading “Transfer Post – Thoughts”

Monday February 15, 2016 He texted me today after his wife left and we had a good conversation, like old times. Some photos were exchanged, some videos. We both lusted after one another and wished she had left sooner that maybe we could have arranged a quickie. Made me feel good to have him backContinue reading “Transfer Post -Longing”

Saturday February 13, 2016 We are both starting to feel ourselves again after a bad two weeks or more with this flu. Still have some healing to do, but overall starting to gain some energy. He started sending photos again, which is a good sign. And he laughed at the jokes I sent. It feelsContinue reading “Transfer Post – Creeping Back to Life”

December 22, 2018 I hate having to turn him over to his family for the holiday. He is flying out to meet them Sunday after work. He actually has Monday and Tuesday both off to spend with them. But has to work double on Wednesday to make up for it. If I’m lucky I’ll hearContinue reading “Melancholy”

Thursday February 11, 2016 I must say I feel better today. Its been kind of weird with MM lately. Our conversations have been short and kind of terse. But today he apologized and explained because he has not been feeling well, he gets quiet. Which I totally understand. I do the same thing – likeContinue reading “Transfer Post – Maybe A Little Better”

February 10, 2016 – 2:00 a.m. How do I feel…. a little scared that he is done. I haven’t heard from him since Sunday morning. That in itself is not unusual since he had busy busy weekend. He said the next stop would be a difficult job. So I try not to read this silenceContinue reading “Transfer Post – How Do I Feel?”

February 7, 2016 We were supposed to be together this weekend. Yesterday was his birthday. Originally we were supposed to meet Thursday and be together til around noon Saturday when he went to work. However, several weeks ago he found out he had to work Friday, so we cancelled. Then later set it back upContinue reading “Transfer Post – Sick and Missing Him”

January 26, 2016 I just haven’t been myself today. I think I am tired and hungry. Ex got upset at me when I went to the store. I had $15 I made working on some essays and he wanted stuff. I ended up forsaking bread that both of us could use to get him someContinue reading “Transfer Post – Just Feel Blah”

‪Have a #Kinky Christmas! “Mediplex #1” and “Heading to Apoc” will both be #free this Saturday December 22! https://www.amazon.com/Morgan-Destera/e/B07G35NNB2/ref=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_1?qid=1545270040&sr=8-1‬ ‪Merry #kinkmas #freebooks ‬

(Note – I will be slowly moving my Tumblr blog here, so I am starting back at the beginning of my journey.) January 22, 2016 A little bit about my very complicated story. I was married for 20+ years. In 1996 my husband was diagnosed with a rare autoimmune disease. He almost died and becameContinue reading “The Beginning”