Catching Up

March 3, 2024

It’s been a bit since I’ve updated everybody on what’s going on. I was really sick last summer into the fall and just kind of fell out of sorts. The doctors changed my medication and I’m finally doing well again.

I did get sick again at Christmas. I went to the ER on 23 December and basically had this really bad Covid/flu/whatever that’s been going around. I was down for 10 days which covered Christmas and New Year’s both. I’m finally feeling better from that and have gained my strength back.

However, over that same period of time my poor dog got really sick and I was unable to take him to the veterinarian nor was I able to get an appointment because of the holiday hours. Once I was finally able to get him into the vet, it was too late. He was experiencing kidney failure and was going into liver failure. So I had to Make the decision to put him down on January 4. He wasn’t even quite five years old but he had had problems with seizures and such since I’ve had him. He was also deaf and I’m sure he had other problems too that I was not really aware of.
That kind of just sent me back a bit emotionally.

Then Valentine’s Day hit and I didn’t hear from my guy for a couple of days during that which really got me concerned since we still talk basically almost every day. He finally sent me a little message on Saturday of that week and said he was really sick and that was like all he basically said, and I didn’t hear from him again until the following Wednesday when he told me he had been admitted into the hospital the day before. He said he would be in for at least four days because they were doing blood cultures and they weren’t quite sure what was wrong with him, I finally heard back from him then again, Friday when he told me he was finally home, but he had a PICC line because he had to give himself IV antibiotics every day for 6 weeks! Turns out that he had a very serious bacterial infection in his spine and also has an abscess in his spinal column right by his spinal cord! And if the antibiotics don’t work, he’s going to have to have surgery. 

So it’s taking everything inside of me to not run out there to play nurse to him

On the lighter side, I did get a new dog just this week. So far she’s been really good so I hope she continues on. She comes from a neglectful background because her previous “mom” had schizophrenia and is presently incarcerated. The women’s family took the dog in but they have two large dogs of their own and a couple of cats, so they were unable to keep her.

So right now things are just kind of slightly stressed, but not as bad as I have been in the past. My guy and I have been talking every day since he’s been home pretty much all day long. He gets very worn out though.

I am hoping to get more active on this blog again. Look for an announcement coming soon!!

ANNOUNCEMENT: REAF (Rochester Erotic Atts Festival)

February 29, 2024

I am pleased to announce that I have had a photograph bd accepted into the Digital Show at the Rochester (NY) Erotic Arts Festival!

The photo will be shown on screens throughout the show and a thumbnail will be provided in the program

REAF will take place April 19-21, 2024 at the Holiday Inn Auburn NY.

Back on Panytydeal

January 26, 2024

I have gone back to selling panties and other things on pantydeal.com. I don’t know how long I will be on this site. I’m just checking it out again to see if it’s worth my effort and paying the fees that are involved.

I can see already that my attitude has really changed about the site. I used to be a little more sensitive. I see it more now as a business venture dad anything else. I am offering a service. I don’t have to do anything I don’t want to do. I don’t chat and I don’t sex, but I’ll do almost anything for photos or video

https://pantydeal.com/member/Markiemoo1138

Real Male Enhancement Training With Real Results

“Sex sells!” This is a simple two-word phrase that holds so much truth it isn’t funny. What’s the world’s oldest profession that still offers the potential for untold riches today? Prostitution! Although sexual exploitation has evolved over the years, the threat of the everlasting negative impact is still there. If anything, the potential for someone to be harmed by sexual exploitation is far greater. The simple fact that men worry about their members being too small is the perfect example. 

The Emergence Of Male Enhancement

There is an entire industry built around people exploiting the fear of other’s sexual inadequacies. The available solutions can vary from something as simple as a specially designed diet or it can go as far as complex corrective cosmetic surgery. There is nothing wrong with wanting to look and perform at your best. Unfortunately, some people can get far too caught up in their worries to the point they become overwhelmed.

This is especially true for people who rely on public perception. It is not uncommon these days to turn on the TV or go online and see some kind of sexual male enhancement advertisement. Most people probably can’t recall a time when enhancement pills didn’t exist. These medications are miraculous and can greatly improve the quality of life but they are medication. All medication comes with potential side effects and simply taking it can do irreversible damage to the body.

 

The Truth About Increasing Ejaculate

Most men have migrated from worrying about the size of the members to worrying about the amount of ejaculation they produce. This is an understandable fear when you consider what ejaculate can represent. For many men, a powerful orgasm is about a lot of ejaculation. It’s not only an incredible sensation that most desire but it can be seen as a sign of masculinity.

While this might be true, men need to understand that increasing ejaculation does not necessarily increase potency. Just because your loads are larger doesn’t mean you’re actually increasing the sperm count. Sperm and Semen come from two different parts of the reproductive organ. Sperm is the substance that fuses with the female sexual organs and leads to pregnancy. Semen, on the other hand, is a mixture. In many instances, increasing semen production can lower sperm production.

Natural, Easy, And Fun Training

Exercising is supposed to be fun, exhilarating, and exciting. Whether it is working out or trying to achieve multiple orgasms, the lack of real results oftentimes leads to many giving up. That is where the all-natural semen-increasing program is different. With this program, you’ll see the results so fast that you’ll be truly amazed.

Even better is that the training is easy, fun, and something you can do alone. These steps can, however, be practiced with a partner if you want to make them even more entertaining. With no special equipment and no potentially harmful medications, real people can start seeing real results in no time at all. It’s easy to stay motivated when you are getting real results. When your partner notices those results, it’s an entirely different kind of satisfaction.  

Developed By A Real Man With Real Problems

There is nearly no end to amount of enhancement exercises, medications, and enhancement operations available today. The problem is that most of them don’t work. While that’s not the case with this training program, it’s the fact that it was developed by a real person struggling with small semen loads that makes it better.  

There is no better way to understand one’s struggles than to face them yourself. That’s why this program not only far exceeds others but doesn’t become boring and routine.

https://bigger-loads.com/

GUEST BLOG – Kylie LuverGurl

December 12, 2023

So here is a secret for all of you…I like to suck my thumb when I am cuddled down in my bed in my nightie and nothing else. I have a teddy bear I like to cuddle with, since none of my guy friends seem to like to spend the night after they have fucked me or I have sucked their cocks <<pouty face>>. You would think after they have filled my pussi with a load of man-juice, they would at least let me drift off in their arms like a good gurl, but no.

They are in too much of a hurry to get home to their boring wives and their otherwise boring, sexless lives.

So… back to sucking my thumb. And before I go any further, things are only going to get raunchier from here in this article, so feel free to unzip your pants and pull your cocks and balls free. And if you are of the female persuasion, you might want to take your panties off and get your favorite toy ready. Personally, I hate wearing underwear of any sort, though I do like the idea of eventually being able to wear panties. 

And guys, if you have a favorite toy you like to fuck yourself with, I certainly won’t stop you! If you’re reading this, I think it is safe to say you’re not prudish, and I love that! 

So are we all comfortable (and if that involved you getting naked or dressing in something slinky and feminine, just know that I love that idea too!

Your favorite gay cockslut is just full of love for all of you, especially those of you with seven or more inches!

Thumbs.

So one lonely night, I was feeling particularly alone and childish, so I curled up with my teddy bear and stuck my thumb in my mouth in impulse. To my mild surprise, it had a very calming effect, so I continued sucking (yes, I was wishing it was some guy’s cock, just in case that thought had crossed your filthy little minds).

But if you know me, I always try to put an erotic spin on everything I do, so… The next night, I sucked on my thumb again a bit getting it nice and wet, then slid the pad over my pussi hole, getting it nice and coated with my juices from down there before popping it back in my mouth.

The flavor was a little bit bitter, a little earthy, the texture a bit oily, and sent what felt like an electric shock from my tongue straight to my clitty. As soon as I had sucked all the flavor off my thumb, I slid it over my pussi again and started sucking again.

I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face, my nightiepulled up around my waist and a cool breeze from the fan blowing across my bare legs and ass.  When I woke up later, I was still sucking my thumb and outrageously horny, even by this gurl’s standards. 

There was only one solution: I fumbled for my favorite dildo and slid it deep into my pussi. I was so revved up I did not even bother with lube. Continuing sucking on my thumb, I began fucking my hungry pussi, pulling it out occasionally to replace my thumb with the dildo to suck itclean of my pussi juices before sliding it back into my hole. I repeated this to three consecutive sissy anal orgasms (and pissed the bed; I’m glad I had put a towel down before I fell asleep) before my clitty finally exploded with a squirt of gurl-cum.

When I had caught my breath, I reluctantly pulled the dildo free, exhausted and satiated, though my pussi ached gently from being empty. I took one last long lick to clean it up before setting it on my nightstand, then stuck my thumb up my pussi for a few seconds to get it nice and coated with my fluids again before resuming sucking on it.

I did not even clean myself up before I drifted back off to sleep, happy in the knowledge that tomorrow I would wake up horny again, and have more opportunities to be a slut.

I have to admit here, I did embellish a few details, but for the most part, this is happened as I recounted it.

Well, all of you out there, I hope you enjoyed my little story and that it maybe inspires you to engage in a little kinky and carnal fun of your own.  Until next time, know that I love you all, and I would love to express that love in every way possible, with both holes!

Right now, I think I am going to lie down for a nap, and yes, I will be sucking my thumb after I’ve swirled it around deep in my pussi.

Kisses, Kylie Cockwhore

Eight Years

September 24, 2023

September marks eight years that I’ve known my guy and basically fell in love with him in our very first conversation. We’ve had our ups and downs. We’ve been off and on and even right now I worry about him since he has Covid and I’ve barely talk to him this week. (I really wanted to see him this week on my trip because we would’ve met up on what would’ve been my exes birthday. And also very very close to the date we first started talking.)

It’s more than sex. I feel like really have a connection with him. And it kills me that I can’t be with him all the time. Being 600 miles away really hurts. Especially now that I am “free”. Last year at this time I was still taking care of my ex-husband. Now he’s gone in for the first time in 30 years I have my own life. And I went to spend it with his man. And I can’t. And I don’t know if I will ever be able to.

This year has sucked also because I haven’t felt well a lot of the time. I’ve had some major problems healthwise, but I think maybe (fingers crossed) I’m starting to come out of in a little bit.

I just want him.

I have the opportunity to go on a date with a 28 year old man – literally half my age. And truthfully, it’s scary to me. I feel because I’m on Pornhub that he has some preconceived notion of what I’m like, and that expects me to go down on him or fuck him immediately. Even though I’ve tried to explain that I’m just an insecure old woman compared to him, and that I have fears. I obviously overthink too much. I don’t think he understands that I have hours and hours and hours of relationship filled up with my guy. And when I started talking with my guy, it was an immediate connection. I don’t have that with this man. I don’t feel any real pull to see him. I’ve tried to explain that I don’t have a connection with him, but he just kind of laughs it off and says because I haven’t tried. And that could be true because I am so full of my guy that I can’t see another person. But really I just think it’s that I don’t trust anyone that much younger than me.

I’ve talked with a few other people about the situation with this new man and they’ve all encouraged me to meet up with him. But they are all men also and I don’t think they quite understand the nuances I feel. And I even know my guy would encourage it.

But overall, I just want my guy.

Eight years is a long time. And I have a yearning for my guy. Maybe I am not giving the 28 year old a fair chance but then again, there’s no reason why I should.

I love my guy. That’s all there is to it.