Back to Normal(?)

June 2, 2021

My guy’s wife went back to work at her office last week. My guy got his work call and will going back to his own job in August.

With his wife back at the office this has allowed us more time to talk. I am grateful for this time. More talking means more flirting and more outrageous comedy from both of us. I feel appreciated and wanted. We are planning to meet up in late fall, if not beforehand.

Meanwhile, my ex has finally accepted he will be going to Assisted Living. I have spent a lot of time and effort (and money – did you know you have to furnish everything in the room yourself, including the bed?) in getting his room ready. Now we are waiting for his insurance to kick in and say they will pay for it. Who knows how long that may take.

This is the first day in weeks I have felt somewhat relaxed. I didn’t go visit him though he was pressuring me to be there for a phone assessment he had with the insurance company. I made him handle it on his own. I hope it goes through. I cannot deal with all his problems anymore. He was in the hospital again over the weekend, and he may be going back tonight. He needs to be somewhere where there is medical staff.

Hopefully this will be my new normal. Hopefully I won’t have to move from here and into low income (of which there are none available, only waiting lists.) (I will not have the ex’s income to fall back on – so PLEASE subscribe to my OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/u144793777. I desperately need the income!) Hopefully things will settle down to “normal” — whatever that is.

Update to the Update

May 27, 2021

Update on my ex – he is still in physical therapy rehab. He has to remain there until his Medicaid kicks in to cover the cost of Assisted Living. He is adjusting well and now realizes this will be the best for both of us. Meanwhile I am running all over trying to get furniture and all the other necessities of life for his new place. It is a small studio apartment (all that Medicaid and SSD will pay for) so I am trying to make it homey for him. There’s also a gazillion things I need to do for paperwork – accounts to get changed over, insurance to deal with, coordinating and re-scheduling doctors. And in the midst of it all, I had to run down to my son’s (200 miles away) and take him to an appointment. This worked out, though, since I was able to then bring him back here to help with hauling and everything, as well as visit his Dad. I think things will start settling down once I take him back to his place over the weekend.

Oh, and found out my car needs brakes badly! It was very embarrassing to drive it with all that grinding. But it wasn’t giving me any notice or problems until I got down to my son’s. Of course. 🙄 Luckily I have my ex’s car to drive until I have the time and money to take it in.

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May 23, 2021

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Ex Update

May 12, 2021

The situation going on here…

My ex has had a series of strokes over the past few months. This past weekend he had a pretty serious TIA. He was in the hospital for a couple days. CT and MRI shows excessive blockage to the artery leading to his brain. They say it was a severe stroke but he is able to talk and walk and hold conversations. He is just slower and forgetful, but can usually remember with prompting. They don’t do surgery for this anymore (or put in a stent since its above the neck) and have put him on 3 new medications instead. This MAY prevent or delay more serious strokes but the way it is now, he is on a downward spiral. However, he will be starting PT and occupational therapy. There is a very strong chance he will have to go into Assisted Living very soon (not imminently, but within a few months.)

Oh, another big complication is his blood sugar is out of control, his diet is atrocious. Right now he is scared so he’ll comply but he’ll get tired of it and go back to his bad habits.

He is also “Parkinsonian” – has the beginnings of Parkinson’s – but the stroke issue is much more pressing.

If this happens I will have to move. Even if he doesn’t go into Assisted Living we may have to find him a smaller place with no steps leading up to it.

This also puts me in an awkward position because I am not his wife and legally I cannot do anything. Our son is his next of kin. And truthfully (this may sound harsh) but with my own health problems over the past year, I don’t think I can handle it.

If he does go into Assisted Living I will have to find myself a low-income apartment and do the best I can to get this place cleaned out. Which is a mess.

My Pornhub is going to be slowing down. I will try to get an upload once a week.

There is a new MILFcast (#5) talking about all this – https://www.podbean.com/ew/pb-zh3ju-1035648

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