Losing My Religion

July 24, 2019

I formally resigned from the Mormon (LDS) church today. (Ironically on Pioneer Day, although in Ohio this means nothing). I also filed my defection from the Catholic church today.

I do not want to be in their records, especially not the Mormon church. In the Catholic church it is impossible to have your name removed once you are baptized, it seems.

“The claim that underlies all of this, a claim most Christian denominations share, is that baptism, once given, can’t be taken back,” said Patrick Hornbeck, chair of theology at Fordham University, a Catholic school. “When a person is baptized, the person always remains, in some way, shape or form, related to the Catholic Church.”

Formal acts of defection were introduced in the 1983 Code of Canon Law to solve a regulatory issue in some Catholic marriages. Unintentionally, that allowed defection for any reason. Pope Benedict XVI closed the loophole in 2010.

In theory, the act appended one’s baptismal record to show that the person no longer recognized church authority. But diocesan responses were inconsistent. Some honored defections, while others considered requests case by case or not at all, Hornbeck said. (Washington Post, October 22, 2018)

I have researched, and I filed my defection anyway. Beware, there is certain wording that must be used. I did receive an email reply stating they are forwarding the notice to the correct office. By any means, however, I am no longer Catholic, or a Mormon, once the letters are received. It’s just up to them to follow through.

My ex used to be a Membership Clerk for our branch of the LDS Church. He told me he has dealt with such letters as mine and that they are usually taken care of in a timely manner. I will receive a letter from Church Headquarters stating my request has been taken care of.

Here is a good site to review the resignation process of the LDS church – https://www.exmormon.org/remove.htm

For instructions on filing a Defection from the Catholic church – https://www.atheistrev.com/2010/05/how-to-leave-catholic-church.html

More on why I waited so long to file later.

Interesting Experience

July 20, 2019

Had an interesting experience yesterday. My guy and I were teasing each other all day via messaging. When he finally had to go to work, I decided to take a nap for a bit so I could be awake when he got home from work later that night. He suggested I put a butt plug in. Giggling, I agreed.

A couple hours later, I woke up needing to use the restroom. I went to take out my plug, but it was not there. I figured it had fallen out while I napped. I made a mental note to check my bed later so I could clean it up.

So I went to the restroom and peed. Then I had the urge to poop. So I pushed…

and the plug popped out of my butt.

It had been totally enveloped by me while I slept. This was not a small plug. (Picture of it above.) And it had the flared end to prevent such a thing from happening.

I really did not think such a thing could happen!

For the brave, video has been uploaded to Pornhub Model for sale 😉 – https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5d33507e58043

Transfer Post – He’s Too Good

July 18, 2018

He is too good. He understands my struggle with my self-esteem. Just last night we were talking and he said this – “That’s my gift to you… be proud of your body and be brave enough to try new things. Who cares what other people think.” He goes on later to say “I just don’t want you to be embarassed about your body. Show me all those sexy curves…Just trying to make you understand they turn me on…Here’s my philosophy, i don’t care if you’re tall, short, fat, skinny, big tits, no tits, as long as you’re fun and kinky…”

Transfer Post – Lightening Up

July 14, 2018

Things are lightenng up just a little bit for MM. I talked to him Thursday and last night (Friday) we had some quality time for a change. Two weeks more and things will be even better for a couple of weeks, then he goes home for a week before (maybe, they are having a hard time replacing him when his contract ends, so he may end up workng another week before switching contracts and not going home. I would say good, but the poor guy needs a little down time, even if its not with me). Once his new contract starts, he’ll be moving around more. But the first six weeks or so he’ll be in “our” city (where we first met up, and even before that was my favorite city). That’s when we should be able to meet up again. I’ll probably fly this time so not to wear out our poor car (it should be fixed by then, but still need to save miles). I know we are both looking forward to getting together again.
It loks like next spring might offer us a few chances to meet up too 🙂

Transfer Post – Independence Day

July 4, 2018

Talking to MM today. He has the day off for the holiday and even didn’t go on the company boat outing so he could talk to me and stay out of the heat. Poor guy keeps falling asleep though. I let him go, he needs it. He always apologizes. Another month or so til he ends this contract and maybe can catch up a bit. Amazing how my mood has shifted, though I’m still down.

EDIT: LATER

And my car broke down again. Had to walk a few miles hime in 93 degree heat with a bag of groceries. Seems to be the same thing as a couple months ago. I knew it wasn’t just the battery

Transfer Post – I Was Asked For An Update

July 3, 2018

No update really. Ex is on some new meds that is supposed to help. They seemed to work really well for a few days, but his cough returned over the weekend and he is still having lung pain. But overall he is a little better. He has some color at least.

MM hhas been silent. Long hours plys I suspect he went home for a few days for the holiday, though he didn’t tell me. If he did, this is the first time he didn’t let me know. I am sending him motivation, and he is reading them, but not replying. He did this before when he was home or very busy.

Last week I was really down, just felt like crying every day. I am still down, but a tad better than I was. Still I miss him. We haven’t had the chance to really talk in quite a while it seems.

Oh, right now there are 5 planets in retrograde…