Not Feeling Well

January 16, 2021

So I haven’t been feeling well. I went to coffee with my niece this morning. Then I had to go to Walmart. By the time I did shopping and got back home I was feeling awful. Very nauseous. I took a nap and felt a bit better but starting feeling crappy again so I called a nursing line who told me I should go to urgent care. So I came back over to the local hospital and they put me in ER. Did covid test and CT and everything.

So I have a gallstone. Have to get an ultrasound on Monday. Then I’ll probably have to have surgery and will get removed. Covid negative.

Actually I think I’ve had this for years. Have had a lot of tenderness in the area for a very long time. Drs. always blamed my liver but never did anything about it.

So I’ll probably be out of commission for a bit. I apologize.

My 2020 Wrap Up

January 4, 2020

Professionally:

* 78 completed jobs on Fiverr.com

* 60 5-star ratings

* 12 jobs completed off site

This was despite Covid as well as my Chronic Myelocytic Leukemia diagnosis.

I would have done more had I felt up to it.

For 2021 I have already completed 2 short Fiverr jobs as well as an article off site. I am not sure the off site job will be accepted however, but I did complete it.

Personally:

2020 was a struggle. Between Covid, my MM moving and his isolation, my CML diagnosis, and my ex and his problems, I had more challenges than I felt I could deal with. However, mentally I am in a better state right now than I have been in for years. I am not sure how that happened. I still have many emotional scars and mental disturbances, don’t get me wrong, but I feel more stable. I believe my dog has helped me cope, as well as the foundation my MM laid for me. He keeps coming back, and that gives me hope.

May 2021 be a better year for all of us!

🥂

TOY REVIEW – Fondlove G-Spot Rabbit Vibrator

January 3, 2021

Overall a VERY good toy! My biggest complaint is that the different power modes (strengths) are not easily discernible once inserted. The different modes were good and I could differentiate between them.

I LOVED that this item had dual clit action — the ears and a licker as well. This made me orgasm strongly and quickly. However I was very glad to see that the “rabbit” portion did indeed hit my clit. I had problems once before when a toy with a clit sucker did not flex enough to reach my clit (my vagina is shortened a bit due to hysterectomy and the toy was a bit big).

The box was discreet and matte, but the inside packaging was flimsy. It did come a with cord for recharging, always a big plus over batteries. I am not a fan of the color, however.

I give this 4.5 out of 5 stars.

You can purchase the toy here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08NVK86TJ

Full video will be on my Pornhub starting Wednesday January 6.

Merry Christmas

December 25, 2020

Merry Christmas, readers! Happy holidays!

I’m so happy! My MM actually said Hi and Merry Christmas. It’s the first Christmas he has done so. 🙂 Funny I was thinking earlier I wanted someone who made an effort since my ex has literally done nothing today (sits on couch, but did say “Merry Christmas”). And I had also been thinking I just wanted to spend just one holiday with my MM. He made an effort to say hi. I’m pleased