TOY TEST – Ifonnx Envi Clitoral Stimulator

June 19, 2022

This toy left me somewhat confused and a bit underwhelmed. Although the box said a user manual was included, I could not find one; instead there was a card looking for people to join their toy testers. The shape of this vibe left me wondering. I guessed in a good situation the smaller end could rest against the outside of the vulva while the dildo end nestled inside (kind of like a paperclip would set). I think I actually broke the curved neck of the toy while trying to use it, as there was an audible crack, but that actually made it more flexible and easier to use. Since the smaller end has pressure points on the inside curve, that has to be able to be held against the more sensitive areas such as the clit. A user’s manual or a video on their website would be a good idea for clueless users like myself. While there are probably myriads of ways to use it, knowing the basics would be good.

I did enjoy the larger dildo end. It was girth enough to give me a little stretch and the 10 vibration patterns gave enough variety to scroll through. However I felt the motor could be stronger. The vibrations weren’t as strong as I like them and seemed to missing a high gear. The smaller end was the better toy for me, once I found the right spot. I was getting a bit frustrated until I broke that neck and was able to use those nubs against my clit.

Overall it’s a good toy, though under-powered, especially for the price of it. I give it a 3.2 out of 5 so it is well above average.

The Ifonnx Envi can be purchased here – https://ifonnx.com/collections/intimate-lifestyle/products/clitoral-vibrator-envi

The full video of my test will be on my Pornhub – https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph62abd768d37b7 – once this review is published.

TOY TEST – Sohimi Butterfly Panty Vibe

May 29, 2022

This is a nice toy, but not one you could really wear out in the world easily.

I was looking for something for public play. This item not only has the regulatory low-profile vibrator, it also includes an insertable dildo-like section also.

The dildo makes it hard to wear outside. It is a little long and a little thick. A good strong pair of panties will be needed to hold it in place. I found it a little long to stay in, but then again my vagina is a little short due to my hysterectomy. There was a good half-inch of length that I just could not keep in. It slipped out easily.

However the vibration itself is quite good. Very strong with good patterns to choose from.

The flatter part of the toy is shaped well, though. The wave-like designs settles nicely against clit and labia. This part is the better of the two, in my opinion. Care was taken into its design.

Overall I give this toy a 3.7 out of 5. It’s a good toy but not made for everyone. But if you want a bit of a challenge, by all means try this out!Video of my test is available on my Pornhub https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph6291773a3e0ff

You can purchase this item by clicking the link here – https://www.sohimi.com/products/x9-remote-g-spot-vibrator?_pos=2&_sid=c3e860502&_ss=r

Please use promo code DESTERA at checkout on this and all items at sohimi.com. You will receive 20% off with this code!

“Hard On Us” Free this Weekend

May 19, 2022

I received this message from Donna Mitra, the author of “Hard On Us”:

“I thought it might interest you and your followers that the end of my 3 month promotion is coming up this weekend.

“For this Saturday and Sunday only (May 21st & 22nd) the ebook will be available for FREE (now also available in paperback for RPP. $16.95).

“HARD ON US: Memoir of a Sexless Marriage by Donna Mitra

“Please feel free to share widely with clients and colleagues.

“They can get it here:
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09T3WYTGT

“All the best

“Donna Mitra”

This…

Yesterday, I read a story here on Medium and sadness crept in. The author shared a story about a friend who’s in the midst of an affair. I read his story and all of the comments. And I sighed. So much of what I read was full of judgments — words filled with I’d never do that’s and those people have no integrity’s. Words full of pointing fingers and shaking fists.

Most people never take the time to understand the why behind an affair. Most people put up barriers and distance themselves instead of stepping into the arena of understanding.

There are many reasons people have affairs and since I don’t know the author’s friend, I can’t ask him about the reason behind his. But I do know my reason. I was broken. My difficult marriage broke me and it broke my heart.

Affairs aren’t always about sex and fun. They aren’t always about getting off. Often, they’re a sign of brokenness and a way to escape the pain. Many of us walk around broken on the inside and turn to external things to ease the pain. Some people use alcohol. Some take drugs. Some binge-watch TV. I used an affair.

All of these tactics serve to distract us from our pain. We use them because they give us a temporary fix and for a brief time we feel better. They provide an easier way to cope than to face the truth of our pain. But when we use these methods we avoid dealing with what’s going on inside us so the pain never really goes away. For this to happen, we must find the courage to make a different choice and to begin walking the path to healing.

Finding the courage to walk that path can be hard though. Being shamed, blamed, and marginalized by others makes taking that path even harder. This just heaps on more pain and adds to someone’s feelings of brokenness.

Marginalizing and shaming someone involved in an affair isn’t going to stop them from happening anyway. These tactics have never been an effective means of changing behavior. Instead, they just make the problem worse. They create division and separation — the exact opposite of what someone in the midst of an affair needs. While I was involved in mine, I felt plenty of shame and separation all on my own. I didn’t need anyone else adding to it.

More often than not, we file people into either/or categories. We see them as either having integrity or not. They either have values or they don’t. This kind of thinking leaves no room to hold the idea that a person may have integrity and values but still be broken inside and end up involved in an affair. Paradoxes such as these are hard to reconcile. It’s much easier to wipe our hands clean of someone’s dirt than to get down into the weeds of understanding that brokenness sometimes leads good people to get tangled up in not-so-good things.

This either/or thinking occurs with many hot button issues. It happens with politics. With religion. With race and sexual identity. And it happens when we talk about affairs. We make assumptions. We call them the “other.” We see one side — our side — and never try to understand their side.

I wrote a recent story about what I needed most during my affair. I needed understanding. I needed compassion. I needed someone to listen without judgment. I needed someone to walk the path to healing with me. Luckily, I found help and took that path. Along the way, I discovered that external things like an affair will never heal my brokenness. Instead, brokenness is something that must be healed from within.

When I first began my writing journey here on Medium, I set out to write about my affair with the goal of opening a dialog about them. I wanted to crack open minds and increase understanding.

After a year of writing here, I realized my goal missed the mark. Opening someone’s mind isn’t within my power. My goal has now shifted to sharing my story to reach those who may feel broken like I was. If what I’ve written helps someone feels understood and less isolated, then I’ve accomplished my goal. If it helps awaken the courage within them to walk the path to healing, that’s even better.

I do this because to heal my brokenness I needed an outstretched hand, not a pointed finger, or worse yet a fist.

And this…

https://kaseysparks.medium.com/what-i-needed-most-during-my-affair-1b01307225d6

(Note – these are not mine but we’re sent to me by a friend who is also having an affair. No citation was given.)