Author Archives: morgandestera

Wednesday March 2, 2016 My guy has some tattoos and body piercings – kind of along the lines with his line of work. The only thing I ever asked of him so far was some of his old body jewelry that I might wear. I was thinking just in my ears, but he sent meContinue reading “Transfer Post – Piercings”

Sunday February 28, 2016 I had a little bit of an epiphany earlier tonight. What I have – and what I think most of us have in this situation – is true unconditional love. We love out MM/MW despite knowing they are married. We do not make demands on them (for the most part). WeContinue reading “Transfer Post – Unconditional Love”

Friday February 26, 2016 Another weekend when he’s off with his family, even though he works tonight and over the weekend. I cannot begrudge him time with them. He does not get to see them like other men get to see their families, since he is on the road 97% of the time. I getContinue reading “Transfer Post -Alone Again”

December 30, 2018 Sex is powerful. I never felt that power until i was almost 50 years old. I had to open my mind and allow myself to Feel Instead of adhereing to what was expected of me. My MM overwhelmed me. He was so open and free, at least in his life with hisContinue reading “A Little Sex”

Thursday February 18, 2016 I have come to the conclusion that I would rather be Number Two to a genuinely nice guy than Number One to a controlling, co-dependent one. At least for now. I am still changing and evolving. But I know where I stand with MM and I am content. Just wish IContinue reading “Transfer Post – Thoughts”

Monday February 15, 2016 He texted me today after his wife left and we had a good conversation, like old times. Some photos were exchanged, some videos. We both lusted after one another and wished she had left sooner that maybe we could have arranged a quickie. Made me feel good to have him backContinue reading “Transfer Post -Longing”

Saturday February 13, 2016 We are both starting to feel ourselves again after a bad two weeks or more with this flu. Still have some healing to do, but overall starting to gain some energy. He started sending photos again, which is a good sign. And he laughed at the jokes I sent. It feelsContinue reading “Transfer Post – Creeping Back to Life”

December 22, 2018 I hate having to turn him over to his family for the holiday. He is flying out to meet them Sunday after work. He actually has Monday and Tuesday both off to spend with them. But has to work double on Wednesday to make up for it. If I’m lucky I’ll hearContinue reading “Melancholy”

Thursday February 11, 2016 I must say I feel better today. Its been kind of weird with MM lately. Our conversations have been short and kind of terse. But today he apologized and explained because he has not been feeling well, he gets quiet. Which I totally understand. I do the same thing – likeContinue reading “Transfer Post – Maybe A Little Better”

February 10, 2016 – 2:00 a.m. How do I feel…. a little scared that he is done. I haven’t heard from him since Sunday morning. That in itself is not unusual since he had busy busy weekend. He said the next stop would be a difficult job. So I try not to read this silenceContinue reading “Transfer Post – How Do I Feel?”