Author Archives: morgandestera

May 2016 The wife is coming of course… Hoping she only stays until Monday and we can still get some time in though I wrote this to MM. And I feel better for doing so It’s like 3 am and I am awake due to disappointment with our weekend cancellation yet again and Thoughts aboutContinue reading “Transfer Post – Of Course”

I discovered my medical kink when I went to my OBGYN and realized I enjoyed the exam. I have been to so many doctor appointments for myself (I had cancer as an infant, and then at age 40 again) and for my ex (he has an autoimmune disease), it was bound to rub off. ItContinue reading “Discovering My Kinks”

OK, so since everyone has mentioned how they loved my Sex Toy stuff, I have decided to go on with sexy stuff. Maybe not a lot of toys, since I will be covering covering a lot of that in Transfer Posts, but other things you may not have heard about that is kinky/odd. Feel freeContinue reading “TMI – Genital Piercings”

February 6, 2019 YESTERDAY – Oh – get this. I had to go get some labwork done to make sure my white blood count is decent since i ended antibiotics last week. The woman checks me in, prints off all the labels, etc and takes me in to the room to get the blood draw.Continue reading “Deceased”

April 2016 Mercury is definitely in retrograde. MM just told me his wife said she MIGHT be done in North Carolina sooner than expected and hat she said she MIGHT bring the kids to visit him — but she doesn’t know when she might be done or when she might bring the kids, or evenContinue reading “Transfer Post – FFS”

June 15, 2016 I am writing break-up letters to you in my mind. You haven’t done anything wrong. I don’t want this to end. But I feel depression creeping in. I was so excited last week… we were finally going to get together again. It was so close – I could feel it! Then, justContinue reading “Transfer Post – Letter I Will Never Send”

Tuesday June 14, 2016 I struggle a lot with depression. I was suicidal a little over a year ago. I think having Our meet-up cancelled AGAIN last week has seriously depressed me. I have barely heard from him since then. I have absolutely no energy and all I want to do is sleep. There haveContinue reading “Transfer Post – Depression”

Thursday June 9, 2016 So close… So very very close Right now i should be with MM. We had it all planned. I was “on vacation” this week and was supposed to drive in to see him. I was within hours of leaving when he gets the call he has to work tomorrow morning. Argh.Continue reading “Transfer Post – So Close”

May 27, 2016 1:33 am I just read something in a book that triggered a realization in me. My ex killed what was best in me, the person I wanted to be, the person I had a chance of becoming, my best self. So who am I really? “We’re all in a process of givingContinue reading “Transfer Post – Another Catharsis”

April 2016 The wife is coming of course… Hoping she only stays until Monday and we can still get some time in though I wrote this to MM. And I feel better for doing so It’s like 3 am and I am awake due to disappointment with our weekend cancellation yet again and Thoughts aboutContinue reading “Transfer Post – Of Course”