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Quick check-in. I haven’t said much lately because there hasn’t been anything to say. I haven’t talked to My MM in over a week (sigh). But he is extremely busy! He is finishing up one contract while simultaneously starting up another. Next week he’ll be in NYC, then he’ll be 2 weeks home with theContinue reading “Transfer Post – Sigh”

Monday July 10, 2016 In a way I am getting tired of this relationship. I feel like I am the one sacrificing everything. We are at a quiet point again because allegedly he had another friend commit suicide. That’s two in basically one months’ time. I’ve never not trusted him, but it just seems tooContinue reading “Transfer Post – Another Loss”

Sunday July 3, 2016 I’ve been quiet for a few days since MM was home with family for a bit. But he messaged me as soon as he got to his hometown airport, and in the cab to the hotel, and for a couple of hours after he checked in. It lets me know heContinue reading “Transfer Post – He’s Back”

June 25, 2016 He did send me a photo yesterday, but for some reason my notification dinger didn’t go off so it was a couple of hours until I found it and by then he was at work. (Sigh) That’s the first one he’s sent since this all happened. He looks good in it –Continue reading “Transfer Post – Quick Update”

June 23, 2016 I am getting worried about my MM. I did get to talk with him briefly, but I could tell he is just not the same. The fun-loving man is gone. I know coping with the loss of his friend is horrible. I am giving him time and space. But my own thoughtsContinue reading “Transfer Post – A Week Later”

June 17, 2016 Just so you know, my MM wrote me from work. He’s having a bad week – he’s been busy plus one of his dearest friends committed suicide. But he wanted me to know he hasn’t forgotten me. I wish I could be there for him. But i let him know he isContinue reading “Transfer Post – MM Update”

Not really a sex toy. This is what my MM got for me for my birthday in 2017. FIRST: DO NOT BELIEVE GWENETH PALTROW AND HER “GOOP” BRAND. DO NOT USE JADE OR MINERAL/ROCK BASED BALLS! Minerals and rocks are for the most part porous and cannot be cleaned thoroughly. This can led to infectionsContinue reading “TMI – Ben-Wa Balls”

What People Don’t Understand.. #1 – Binder & Binder are NOT attorneys. They are “advocates”. #2 – Social Security is nothing but a waiting game. They are understaffed and underfunded. It is not that the lawyer/representative is not doing anything, it is that your file is at the SSA in a pile and will notContinue reading “A little off topic – Social Security Disability Cases”

‪Just submitted Mediplex #6 for publication! Let’s see if #Kindle #censors this one. I know @LotsCave will have my back <3‬

HALLELUJAH! I am healed! The internal sutures have not all dissolved, but the dr. I am healed. I go back in mid-April to make sure they are dissolved. If not, she will remove them. They will not interfere with sex, even if we might feel them. But I have to take it easy with penetrationContinue reading “Healed”