Author Archives: morgandestera

June 20, 2020 Ok, so I haven’t heard from My MM in over 4 1/2 weeks. 😦 I left a message in our app for him. It has gone unread. I wonder if he even has the app anymore. I haven’t been hounding him though. But I did somewhat stalk him a bit – IContinue reading “Pretty Sure It’s Over”

May 30, 2020 It’s been about two weeks since I’ve heard at all from my MM. And it was two weeks before that that I heard from him. He told me he will be moving his family in early-to-mid June (not that he was close by, but now he will be even further away) despiteContinue reading “My Heart Hurts”

April 15, 2020 Nothing bad can happen from a medication packaged like this, right? This sucks so much. My bro-in-Law (husband of my brother whom I am closest to) blocked me, as did a sister-in-Law. I guess I am attention seeking. Which leaves me with barely any support since My MM is in lockdown andContinue reading “Scared”

April 12, 2020 I haven’t heard for sure about my medication yet. But the medication has to come from a specialty pharmacy and the one my doctor sent it to called and said because of my insurance, it has to go through a different pharmacy. 🙄 Now it has to go through pre-approval and allContinue reading “Diagnosis Update”

April 6, 2020 Bad news and good newsThe bad news is I have leukemiaThe good news is that it is not the horribly bad type of leukemia.What I have is chronic, not acute. I have Chronic Myelocytic Leukemia. I will not need chemo infusions, but will be on pill-form chemo for the rest of myContinue reading “Diagnosis”

March 30, 2020 The best news is my MM contacted me today. He apologized for not contacting me. It’s just tough being at home and not having a moment to himself since the family is around too. I told him about what’s going on. He seems concerned. And he tried to distract me, which isContinue reading “Feel A Little Better”

March 27, 2020 The world is in disarray. My MM’s job got shuttered completely. He went home. I haven’t heard anything from him since St. Patrick’s Day. At least he let me know he made it home safely. Last I heard, his new job is in limbo due to all the Coronavirus problems. As forContinue reading “Hell”

March 12, 2020 The virus is starting to hit all walks of life. My guys work has been canceled for at least the rest of the week. This may affect his new position also. We are supposed to meet up next week but that is all up in the air right now and I kindContinue reading “Corona virus”

Please be advised that as of March 1, 2020, I will only be offering sporadic uploads to my Pornhub channel. After nearly a year of content and 172 videos I have not even earned half of what I need for a payout from Pornhub. My old content will remain. There will be no more regularlyContinue reading “My Pornhub Content to be Limited”

February 22, 2020 My heart is breaking somewhat 💔I was talking to My MM today and he dropped the bomb that he just signed papers for his new job. He won’t be on the road anymore starting mid-AprilHe will be moving to NYC permanently.His family will be moving with him in the summer, after schoolContinue reading “Oh No”