July 11, 2021
I feel there has been a shift in relationship between my MM and I. The last few weeks he has become much more open and talkative. He is telling me things about his home life that we’ve never ventured into before. I now know the name of his wife and I know exactly how he feels about her. He has really given me insight to his deep dark secrets. And some of them are very dark. It’s exciting and somewhat scary, having this access.
I go see him in two weeks! It better go through this time. I don’t think I could handle another disappointment in not seeing him now.