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May 6, 2018 I haven’t been the site in a few days. Wednesday the ex started coughing up large amiunts of blood (he often coughs small amounts) and couldn’t stop coughing for 20 minutes. I took him to the ER and they did labs and chest xray and then a chest CT scan. Basicslly hisContinue reading “Transfer Post – The Ex”

April 6, 2018 Now that this thing may be working again, I’ll try one more time… MM was supposed to be back to work this past Sunday. Didn’t hear anything. Maybe his plane got in late and by the time he checked in it was too late or he was too tired. No problem. HeardContinue reading “Transfer Post – Where Is He?”

March 23, 2018 I’m still here. Last week and a few days leading up to it was very very bad for me. Almost to the point where I was considering hospitalization. Overthinking led me to horrible insomnia – and even my anxiety pills could not help. The meds would finally knock me out for aContinue reading “Transfer Post – Still Here”

Feb. 20, 2018 He’s home, moving into their new house and fixing up the old to sell. 10 days and I finally heard from him. 🙂 He was picking up the kids from school, so I only got 10 minutes, but that’s better than no minutes. He told me that at the end of MarchContinue reading “Transfer Post – Heard From Him”

January 29, 2018 MM pretty much made it official tonight that I should not expect much communication from him after he goes home in two weeks. (Sigh) I kind of expected it, seeing how they will be moving, furnishing the new house, and repairing the old one to put on the market. So expect meContinue reading “Transfer Post – Down Time Coming”

Past few weeks, since our cancel, MM has been busy and hard to get a hold of. Finally over the past few days we have been able to talk. Today he brought up about meeting up again. A week from Sunday he will be moving out to nearby me again (not as near as heContinue reading “Do I Dare Hope?”

MORE CENSORSHIP – Smashwords has started pulling taboo erotica titles, despite them saying it is not a policy change, but an effort to tighten up their regulations – doesn’t that mean a change? From Phaedus Wolfe, CEO of LotsCave.com who publishes and distributes my books: “First Amazon, then Barnes & Noble, and now Smashwords areContinue reading “MORE CENSORSHIP”

May 26, 2019 I’ve barely talked to him since our missed date. He’s busy. He told me he would be. New people are starting at work and they are all in training mode. Yet I miss him. My ego is still bruised over the cancellation. We’ve had one really good talk session since then andContinue reading “The Lows”

December 16, 2017 Had a great time with my brother yesterday at Winterfest! It was so beautiful! The best part was though, my MM messaged me and asked me how it was. Unfortunately we only got to talk for a minute because I was on my way home from my brother’s, but I was stoppedContinue reading “Transfer Post – Holidays”

November 28, 2017 MM is back briefly. He must have really missed me the last couple of weeks. We spent the most part of 12 hours talking and sexting. But I also kind of got the feeling he may be at a crossroads or something. There were several times he just seemed frustrated and weContinue reading “Transfer Post – He’s Back Briefly”