Author Archives: morgandestera

Saturday March 26, 2016 So I get a message from my MM about an hour ago. He was apologizing about being out of touch and saying that he is busy and he just can’t keep up with everything. I told him there was no need to apologize and just stop in every so often andContinue reading “Transfer Post – Insecure”

Friday March 25, 2016 I love it when he messages me right out of the blue with a frustration or problem. It means he knows he can turn to me to listen, and I can usually get a laugh out of him. Right now his frustration is filling out customs paperwork for his visit toContinue reading “Transfer Post – Little Things”

Tuesday March 22, 2016 Just wanted to say I talked with my MM today and all is good. It’s my paranoia keeping me from being as happy as I should be. I even mentioned how I was getting to the place where I can’t go on indefinitely and he said he does want to seeContinue reading “Transfer Post – Renewed”

Sunday March 20, 2016 I kind of feel like an idiot, but really there was no way for me to know. I was feeling a little playful yesterday so I decided to flirt some with my guy. I sent him a bunch of stupid pick-up lines and then a racy photo over a period ofContinue reading “Transfer Post – Unsure”

Since I am out of commission for a bit yet, I have decided to expand my talk to include sex toys. I admit the MM and I are kind of kinky, but not particularly BDSM kinky. I have a medical kink and have dragged him into it too. He is pretty much into everything exceptContinue reading “Sex Toys – Anal Beads”

Yesterday I had a weird dream that my MM was getting ready to head out again for his job and he wanted to see me before he left (we must have been in the same locale for a change). I was having surgery though, right when they were getting ready to leave. So after surgeryContinue reading “Fever Dream (though no longer feverish)”

Since October I have not been feeling well. Lower abdominal pain. After 2 ER visits, I was able to get in to see my OBGYN. Due to my history of endometriosis and fibroids, it was decided I should have a total hysterectomy. Last week, it finally happened. There was a few minor complications. I hadContinue reading “Health Problems”

Super short story – “HOW TO DEAL WITH FRUSTRATION” by MorganDestera https://www.deviantart.com/morgandestera/art/HOW-TO-DEAL-WITH-FRUSTRATION-737031840

Wednesday March 16, 2016 Last week was great. We actually had time to talk for a few hours each day for several days – just like we used to be able to in the beginning before he had to start travelling each week. But since Sunday night, I have not heard a thing. He hasn’tContinue reading “Transfer Post – Hello?”

Monday March 7, 2016 Poignant lyrics… If you met him tomorrow and knew you would lose him If you saw him and saw all the hurt you would know Would you hold him while you had him Or let him go? If you knew that your laughter would not last forever But you knew whileContinue reading “Transfer Post – What Would You Do”