Author Archives: morgandestera

June 17, 2016 Just so you know, my MM wrote me from work. He’s having a bad week – he’s been busy plus one of his dearest friends committed suicide. But he wanted me to know he hasn’t forgotten me. I wish I could be there for him. But i let him know he isContinue reading “Transfer Post – MM Update”

Not really a sex toy. This is what my MM got for me for my birthday in 2017. FIRST: DO NOT BELIEVE GWENETH PALTROW AND HER “GOOP” BRAND. DO NOT USE JADE OR MINERAL/ROCK BASED BALLS! Minerals and rocks are for the most part porous and cannot be cleaned thoroughly. This can led to infectionsContinue reading “TMI – Ben-Wa Balls”

What People Don’t Understand.. #1 – Binder & Binder are NOT attorneys. They are “advocates”. #2 – Social Security is nothing but a waiting game. They are understaffed and underfunded. It is not that the lawyer/representative is not doing anything, it is that your file is at the SSA in a pile and will notContinue reading “A little off topic – Social Security Disability Cases”

‪Just submitted Mediplex #6 for publication! Let’s see if #Kindle #censors this one. I know @LotsCave will have my back <3‬

HALLELUJAH! I am healed! The internal sutures have not all dissolved, but the dr. I am healed. I go back in mid-April to make sure they are dissolved. If not, she will remove them. They will not interfere with sex, even if we might feel them. But I have to take it easy with penetrationContinue reading “Healed”

June 15, 2016 I am writing break-up letters to you in my mind. You haven’t done anything wrong. I don’t want this to end. But I feel depression creeping in. I was so excited last week… we were finally going to get together again. It was so close – I could feel it! Then, justContinue reading “Transfer Post – Letter I Will Never Send”

“Love is love is love is love is love is love is love is love and love cannot be killed or swept aside — Lin Manuel Miranda (2016 Tony Awards)

Tuesday June 14, 2016 I struggle a lot with depression. I was suicidal a little over a year ago. I think having Our meet-up cancelled AGAIN last week has seriously depressed me. I have barely heard from him since then. I have absolutely no energy and all I want to do is sleep. There haveContinue reading “Transfer Post – Depression”

Thursday June 9, 2016 So close… So very very close Right now i should be with MM. We had it all planned. I was “on vacation” this week and was supposed to drive in to see him. I was within hours of leaving when he gets the call he has to work tomorrow morning. Argh.Continue reading “Transfer Post – So Close”

May 27, 2016 1:33 am I just read something in a book that triggered a realization in me. My ex killed what was best in me, the person I wanted to be, the person I had a chance of becoming, my best self. So who am I really? “We’re all in a process of givingContinue reading “Transfer Post – Another Catharsis”