Observations

August 14, 2020

I heard from my MM today. I have to get used to the idea that I need to reach out first. I’m not used to that. Before the shutdown, when he was more free, he would contact me. I kind of left it up to him to make the contact since I never knew for sure what his schedule was like. Now I find myself waiting for him. Yet when I do reach out, he responds pretty quickly. But I have to contact him via other methods than out regular messaging app, it seems. I have to reach out by email or on the site where we first met. Yet he responds to me by our messaging app. But if that’s what it takes to keep in contact, I will do so. I just don’t want to seem like a nuisance or bother him too much. It was also odd that I felt like I was intruding. I wasn’t sure what to say to him and cut off the conversation early. I think I just don’t want to intrude, but I want his attention too.