June 24, 2020
It was an interesting situation how we re-connected. Last winter he messaged me about a Craigslist ad I had running. When I sent him info, he recognized my email handle. He said hey I know you and then called me by name. He said we had talked before but I truly don’t remember it. We chatted off and on for a few months this past Jan-March or so. He wanted some advice about his daughter and we talked about her. I told him I was kind of somewhat involved but it was long-distance and he was okay with it. He lives by one of my friends so I was kind of pushing him towards her. He actually went to her place of work to check her out. Then he dropped out of sight about the time COVID blew up, right before my diagnosis. After I found out, I messaged him and told him what was going on and didn’t hear back so I figured he was out of the picture. Then last week he messaged me from out of the blue again. I wasn’t expecting it. I tried to keep an open mind talking to him. We talked Fri-Sat-Sun. I finally got him to send me photos of himself. I found out he’s another race, which doesn’t bother me at all, but it bugged me he didn’t think highly enough of me to tell me or send pics before, that I would dump him because of it. Also he sent me some cash for something he wanted to buy off me and the name in his Paypal is totally different than what he told me it was. I also feel he is pressuring me a little to meet up with him. This was all before I heard back from MM and I was torn to shreds. I cried a lot the past few days.
But now MM is back.
I think I’d be okay having a casual friendship with this guy and see if something develops, but I feel he is kind of pushing. He also is insinuating I need to be by his side. He even mentioned a few times he wanted to hire me as a nanny “he can sexually harass”. 🙄
I am not really all that attracted to him, but he is ok to talk to
Morgan Destera 