Dilemma

June 22, 2020

I was talking to this guy over the winter but he disappeared about the time all this COVID hit and before my diagnosis. He just started messaging me again. But I don’t know if I can be fair to him. My heart still really wants my MM. I feel so torn I have been crying a bit. The new guy is closer geographically but still a bit of a drive (about 2-3 hours). I told him about my situation with my MM, my health, etc. and he still seems interested. But I don’t know if I can give him anything.