June 20, 2020
Ok, so I haven’t heard from My MM in over 4 1/2 weeks. 😦
I left a message in our app for him. It has gone unread. I wonder if he even has the app anymore. I haven’t been hounding him though. But I did somewhat stalk him a bit – I looked Up his FB (which doesn’t say anything much since I am not his friend on there so I cannot see his whole wall). And I looked him up on the site where we met. I left him a message there and have not heard back.
Today I checked and he was online there since I sent it, so he has gotten it but has not responded. 😦
I can only hope he was just on there briefly. It was a few days ago since he logged in.
But something else suspicious is a new account on that site from the city he moved to with a similar name (
not exact, but close enough to make me wonder if he started a new account.)
Dammit
I wish he would just tell me if it’s over instead of letting me hang.
But also I have to think back to another time when I didn’t hear from him for 3 months or so.
Also, he has not left our shared Dropbox folders
Physically I am doing as well as can be expected, but emotionally I am all over the place.
Morgan Destera 