June 24, 2018
I have been down in the dumps lately. My MM has been workng 16-hour days for the past 2 ½ weeks straight through, no days off. Its crunch time for him and not sure when he might get a day off. I did get a brief message from him apolgizing, and told him not to worry about me. I know he’ll be back, but it kills my mood when I don’t hear from him for days and days. Plus an accident (nin-injurous but structural damage) at his workplace may screw up our getting together since it has delayed his schedule by two weeks – what was supposed to start has been delayed. So his schedule is really up in the air at the moment.
I also found out two weeks ago that I was again denied SSI disability.. grrrr…. so now I have to appeal….and wait and wait and wait again to go in front of a judge again
The thing is, I don’t know if I have enough time for that. My ex is not doing well, not bouncing back at all. His cough is fierce and his energy level is still low. Tuesday we go to the lung specialist. Maybe I’ll know more then. My biggest thought is that if he dies, I am homeless…
Morgan Destera 