November 28, 2017
MM is back briefly. He must have really missed me the last couple of weeks. We spent the most part of 12 hours talking and sexting.
But I also kind of got the feeling he may be at a crossroads or something. There were several times he just seemed frustrated and we spent a large chunk of conversation talking about whether his kinks make him a bad person. He also said his W might be getting the idea he is kinky… but probably does not realize to what extent he is. He told me she asked him if he would enjoy watching her have sex with someone else. This leads me to wonder if she suspects he’s having an affair or maybe SHE’S having one too. Or maybe she’s afraid she’s going to lose him. I asked him that, and he said he didn’t know: he didn’t want to question her too much (and perhaps throw suspicion his way). I just got the impression he is not happy at home but doesn’t know what to do about it. Especially since they are building a new house, etc. i just reassured him and several times during the whole night let him know I appreciate him. He, in turn, made sure I had a couple or orgasms from sexting/videos. He always has been a gracious lover. I even dared to bring up “if this was our honeymoon, we’d be doing this…” type stuff.
(Sigh) Starting Sunday he is home again for an entire week. Then he has to go back to work for 2 weeks before he gets 2 weeks off for the holidays.
Morgan Destera 