May 9, 2019
I am so severely disappointed… it was so close! I was even packing. He did message me Tuesday from work, as he said he would. It was very brief, saying how lousy he felt. I did not get mad or anything. I told him to rest up and feel better. He works long days the next 4 days and then moves again Sunday, so I doubt I’ll hear much – if anything – from him until next week. I sent him a “motivational” pic last night – but he hasn’t “seen” it yet (again, busy schedule). Our relationship is what it is. I just wish I knew what “it” is, lol.
BUT If we don’t get together next time, I think I have to re-think this whole situation and maybe confront him if he still wants physical or just online relationship. If any at all.
Truthfully mid-June should be a better situation. We should be able to have a couple of nights together….should, that is.
I just can’t seem to shake this lousy mood.
Morgan Destera 