July 30, 2017
I am trying to prepare myself for a long period of low-to-no contact.
The last ten days have been disruptive. My MM has been busy, preparing for the next several weeks. I have only talked to him a few minutes. Starting tonight, he is in for a back-breaking two weeks of work (three locations in 2 weeks (two within three days) which, in his job, means a lot of labor and traveling). Then immediately after that, he is laid off for three weeks. Which means he will be at home, with wife and kids. I asked if they are planning on going anywhere (vacation) but he said he has a lot of work to do around the house to get ready to sell it in the spring.
So… for the next 5 weeks, I will be lucky if I hear from him.
I have to keep my mind straight. I can not and do not want to overthink myself to the point I feel crazy (as has happened before)
I have to remember we are planning on meeting up in October. I have to remember the things he has said to me. I have to remember he will not forget me.
I am trying to get through this. I WILL get through this!
I may need some hugs….
Morgan Destera 