Again….

April 20, 2019

So, today he tells me his family may come to visit on his one day off when we were expecting to get together.
BUT he says we will still plan on getting together. He’s only going to be 2 hours away, so that should still work out.
Damn I really need some time with him.
He said he can’t deny his kids, and I said I wouldn’t want him to.

But sometimes I think he is holding me at arm’s length. He says time after time he wishes I was with him, but when the time comes there always seems to be an excuse (although the last couple of times were cancelled because of me, he still had an excuse in Feb/March).

If he doesn’t want to get together, he should say so. If he wants to keep it total flirting online, he needs to tell me. But it doesn’t negate the fact we’ve already fucked, and fucked hard, and loved every minute of it.

I know his limitations. I know he doesn’t want to break up his family. I have never made demands.

I just want to spend time with him every now and then.