Monday April 4, 2016
Day 5 of our temporary NC while his family is visiting. Again. Really its more than that because we haven’t had a really good conversation in about 12 days. I got to talk to him about 10 minutes last week total. (Sigh) At least I am not really overthinking – if anything it feels like my brain has shut down. I just really miss him and wish he would at least say hi. I feel depressed and like I am always just waiting. Tomorrow afternoon I will be the one unavailable as I have a couple of appointments about the time he may contact. And since its been so long since we’ve been together I just feel lethargic.
Morgan Destera 